Love song
I would like to write for you
the most beautiful song,
explaining all of what I’m going through,
so you could listen to it once I’m gone.
“You never know” it’s all I’ve left.
I don’t want to take the chances.
Too many times I’ve tried and failed.
There is no other way
to stop this endless pain.
“Let it go” it’s all you say,
“Let me go” it’s all I pray.
This life is just too cruel for me.
All I want is to find some peace.
This love that I will never feel,
this pain that I will never leave…
If you really want the best for me,
be strong and face the kill.
Some wounds never heal.
People telling me they need me around…
But what about what i need?
Can’t they see I’m already a lost war?
Some wounds never heal, although they might not bleed.
I’m glad I can say I got the best in my life…
Now I need to be strong and do what it takes.
You want me alive, but that’s what is already not possible, as the Sara everyone knows is dead.
You don’t want me to suffer, you don’t want me to live like this…
If only you knew all the pain that stabs my heart… You would change your mind.
I really hope you will one day realize that after all, this was my best bet.
Don’t let the pain or the grief take you, feel happy that I won’t be feeling like this anymore.
You cannot ask the blind to see.
You cannot ask the deaf to hear.
You cannot ask the mute to give a speech.
You cannot ask me to live without my heart.
I want to leave but let’s be clear; this is only my responsability, my fault, no one else’s.
I cannot do more, I’m that useless if you want.
I know i can bring happiness to other people, but i cannot bring happiness to myself.
And the only person who can’t, won’t do.
It’s too late, I fucked it up. And now I’m just getting what I deserve.
“And as you move on, remember me…
Remember us and all we… Used to be…”
