Time and oblivion
Even you say that in time I’ll forget about you… I don’t want to sit here waiting for the day that you might come back…
I’m done with that.
Too many times i had to say goodbye in my life, to start it all over again… I know that life is more than having a relationship, but that’s not the problem… My problem is that the one thing I wanted in my life, and achieved, it’s gone.
My goal was reached, and now it’s gone, i lost it. And i don’t have the will or strength to find new ones.
That’s the sad cruel reality I’m facing here and that no one wants to see… They say I’m blind, but I still see your blindness.
Stephany said,
June 13, 2009 at 23:15
Hi Sara,
I know the last person you want to hear from is me. But I’ve always been nice to you, I’ve always tried to say nice things about you, And tried to find an explination for the things that you’ve done. As though.. you didn’t deserve my protection, the things that you’ve said about me, you don’t even know me.
And you have to understand you’re just trying to destroy Rick’s life, don’t you want him to be happy, if you love him so much. I don’t really care what you’re saying about me, or what you think about me, or whatever you’re trying to do. I really do not care. Just don’t try to mess with Rick again.
Oh, and trying to kiss him. When I was in a relationship with him.. You must be glad I wasn’t around.
But face the facts, he’s not coming back. I hope you’re so over him ’cause this has been a month ago. Even more..
And thinking I was just something to get over you..? Well, get a grip I would say. And I’m not feeding him my love. I was just giving him a shoulder to cry on.. Just as always when we were friends. He didn’t betray you. He was always loyal to you, no matter what that belgian girl said. But if you take away ones freedom, and drive him closer to the edge… one will leave.
Oh and btw..
*Broken hearts, torn up letters.
Girl, you just can’t dance forever
If you want to make it better.
Times like these won’t last forever* ~ Lost Prophets
You have a pretty face, okay Rick is a very great guy. But if you think about it, did you two really match? Don’t you think there’s a better one for you out there?
If it’s not meant to be, it’s not meant to be.
If you want to kill yourself, I won’t stop you neither will he. You must decide what you want to do with your own life. And if that’s ur decision, you won’t get a second chance.
You know Sara, I’ve always liked you. Why did you have to say things like that about me? I thought you were another person than you turned out to be.. too bad.
Well,
Till never I guess.
Stef.
PS: How did I find ur blog? Try youtube.
saris777 said,
June 14, 2009 at 00:10
Well, obviously you don’t know half of the things i do…
I know about ur date with him to the cinemas while he was still in a relationship with me, and how u 2 ended up kissing… You were also lucky that i wasn’t around. You can stop defending him and his loyalty.
You should know that he also cut out some of my freedom by forcing me to block people and stuff like that. But of course he wouldn’t tell u that, would he?
I was also very nice to you, even after u 2 started a relationship, so i really don’t know what you are talking about, i never said bad things about u ._.
I’m not trying to mess up Rick’s life, that’s the last thing i would want to do.
But I also have to think about me and mine. If u had ever been in my position, maybe u would be a little more able to understand… But there’s still lots of time so maybe one day you will agree with me. You both are so young, u have no clue what life is about.
I also thought u were another person than u turned out to be, honestly.
The fact that you are checking on my blog… Thank you for hurting me even more.
Stephany said,
June 14, 2009 at 01:01
Don’t lie to me Sara. Calling me a idiotic slut in front of Rick? And acting nice in front of my face.. Be honest, if you think I am.. Say I am. I really don’t give a shit
Don’t act all grown up to me Sara.
Don’t act all pathetic.
At least I was honest.
Yeah He told me about Xion. But.. Why did he have to block me again? Because we were friends. Think about it.. If you hadn’t done things like that. He and I wouldn’t have been like this.
He told me about everything. He also told me he went to Malenka when you were talking to this Xion guy and whatever you wanted to do with him. It’s really none of my buss, you must know yourself girl. Suit yourself.
Oh no prob for hurting you even more Sara, no problem at all.
PS: You’ve got Rick to thank for that.. he got an email.. because he replied to one of your vids, I saw your site.. and I wondered.. what kind of site would she built. But I guess.. I’m the only one checkin it.. ain’t I?
Stephany said,
June 14, 2009 at 01:04
Oh btw.. you don’t scare me.. want to fight?
Bring it on!
saris777 said,
June 14, 2009 at 01:07
The only one pathetic it’s you for being here ._.’
What are u so worried about? Why do u keep attacking me like this, when unlike you, i haven’t done anything to u?
Don’t you have better things to do? Cause I do.
Stephany said,
June 14, 2009 at 01:13
Good, don’t reply to me then..
Uhmms.. Well I’m not the one trying to kill oneself.. or.. trying to be sad.. and cry
Get a grip and move on..
That’s the only thing I’m trying to do.. Open ur eyes.
Well you threathened right?
Well.. at the moment.. it’s like 3 ‘o clock… And I kinda like this so no.
And have you read your own posts btw?
You’re not innocent and holy, so don’t pretend you are.
You haven’t done anything to me?! Bother Rick maybe.. No that doesn’t affect me. Well at least.. go ahead and Kill yourself.. I really don’t give a damn.