Fooling
Who am I trying to fool?
By just not thinking of you, I’m just running away from the painful truth.
But even if i face it, what am i supposed to do?
Why should i live on after losing you?
Life goes on… So does the pain…
I still sit here and cry for what I have done, remembering the moments when things weren’t wrong…
When joy and happiness were all around, when our love was so strong…
How could it go away like this, after all we had gone through…?
The shadows of tomorrow killed your illusions.
Why was I the only one who also saw the sunlight in it?
Does that make me wrong? Was I wrong all along?
Was it really plain silly to believe we could have been together forever feeling like we did?
Why did it feel so sure and secure, then?
Why did i feel that i was in the right tracks?
Why was our love so great if it wasn’t meant to be?
Now I’m left in this world all alone, where all I can do is hurt and crawl.
Second best is all I’ve got to know.
Why did your love have to go?
Why should I take this? Would it be shameless if i decide to die?
Will you, someday, realize? Will I?
Should I give it time, will it be worth it?
Will I see what now I’m unable to see?
Will you ever come back to me?
Will I hurt somebody if I don’t move on?
How many failures takes to break one’s will?
It doesn’t even matter, as the facts remain untouched, no matter what’s been before.
You were all I wanted.
And you chose to leave me behind.
It didn’t matter how good I could have been, or how nice we could have had it.
You didn’t love me anymore. You loved someone else.
It doesn’t matter what we deserve. Nothing really matters anymore.
